I must confess.

So my husband caught me in a lie today and I am feeling very ashamed.  On one of the dairy queen runs this week I was caught in a moment of weakness and got a cone for my self and ate it while I was driving home.  He asked me if I got anything for my self and I lied and said no.  I was feeling too bad about eating it that I couldn't bring myself to tell him.  I guess rather than him talk me through it I thought I could just put it behind me and carry on.  I have been feeling so frustrated with myself lately,  I really really want this weight gone but I continue to make excuses and continue to eat pizza, wings and ice cream.  I really need to get my head back in the game.  I guess it seemed easier last time to loose the weight and now that it isn't happening as easily this time.  It seems I have given up.